There is no end in the search for what one wants. I'm unrelenting . I can't think straight until what I want becomes mine. It may have a return in its future but in the meantime its a need looking for fulfillment. A friend confessed recently she is the same. Like a dog with a bone she describes herself.

She's a search online and it will come to you. I'm still more brick and mortar. I like touchy feely. She is get it to me delivered. The touchy feely can wait till she opens the package.

My good luck the other day is to have commented on a cool pair of Rachel Comy flats she had on. Not only are they awesome looking they were on sale she says. I love Rachel Comy. Good luck is double edged. I had been looking for very similar brogue type flats .The search was on. Good luck is a double edged sword I think while I become that obsessive search online person. And just like that the romance of the brick and mortar evaporates.

Talk about a search. I searched. And googled and searched. So online I went and went. As soon as I had a moment I was looking. Went through the designers site and the obvious store sites. On I clicked. Up came this that and the other. She is a size 38. Im a 41. So as in real stores I always find that 41's go fast if they ever get any to begin with I often conclude.

As luck would have it. Or not. I did find them. Happy happy me. In my size. Not returnable of course. So here they were and here also lies the double edge. I fell truly madly deeply in love with the site where I found them on. Lagarconne.

Out there in web land cyber space seeking I found. Found a home of gorgeous things and true love. Seek and ye shall find. As with most things in life a click can open doors. Make changes.